Friday, June 10, 2011

Friends List?

I was leering over my overgrown "friends" list last night while dancing at an incredibly dull club when I realized that over half my friends list was filled with names and people who I barely knew or that have not spoken to me whatsoever in over 3 months and if they were in my presence, did not even bother to acknowledge me when I said "Hi" in local chat to them! Many of these friends were once considered good friends but have now over time not considered me worthy of notice! Some of these friends are even showcased in this blog of mine!
I decided that Ziggy needed to begin again and start Chapter 2 of his online Second Life existence and so without mercy I deleted the friendships of anybody who has not spoken to me in the past 2 or 3 months or stopped saying even a hello to me when I was within 10 meters of them at a club! What I am looking for now is real friends for my friends list. Not people looking for a quick fuck, or to use me but only people who hang with me at least occasionally or at least are polite and say hey!
Deleting some long time friends made me sad but I felt it had to be done for my sake!
Avatars change and grow apart true but 2 or 3 of these friends really hurt my feelings that they snub me. One friend was once a close neighbor of mine and at one time we had tremendous adventures but now I am just forgotten. Another was an ex-boyfriend who left me in his wake.
Ziggy....it's time for a big change....again!